Sleazy Wednesday

I'm not feeling the Top Ten on Tuesday, so I'm gonna switch it up and do "Whadddup on Wednesday."

This is only like my second blog post and shit's already about to get sappy, not to mentiona whole lot of corny. Let me tell you what's up on Wednesday.

Boys, Boys, Boys. Oh, boys. They're everywhere, and at times consuming teenage girls' minds. At times? Okay, 99% of the time. And well, I'm among those teenage girls. But boys = bullshit. And no, I'm not bitter, (okay, okay, maybe a little, but that's beside the point.) I'm not that bitter though, just honest. So, this summer is going to be a no boy summer for me. No boys = no heartbreak. Let us all take a moment to raise our cups of coffe, or whatever you're drinking this morning, to that!

Boys came to mind because just a few days ago my oh-so-loving mother and I were talking about all my ups and downs of Freshman year. One of the first things we talked about were, sure enough, boys. Yikes! Freshman year did bring my first heartbreak. I'll admit it now, but most of the time you'll catch me in denial. Being all, "we're too young to be heartbroken, that shit is so dumb and overrated." Which heartbroken me even agrees, it is so overrated. But thankfully, time heals all, and it's been over six months.

Here is my moment of coming clean and admitting: I, Kara Anne Nicholls, have been heartbroken. Was I sad? Absolutely. I had those pathetic moments where I thought I wouldn't make it through the day. In the end though, I learned a lot about myself and the other person. Eventually it was out with the old and in with the new. I learned the best cure for a heartbreak is not a rebound, but the reconnections you make with old friends and new friends. And the other secret best cure is googling sappy love quotes and songs, as you wallow in self pity.

That's what's up on Wednesday. You hurt, you heal, and throughout it all, it's a bittersweet and beautiful struggle.

"..and how does this make you feel?
do you wanna talk about it?"

Happy Hump Day!
Stay chill, xoxo.