You Could Be Happy

Whether you know it or not, you should be happy, that's what I said from the start.

I know, I know, it's my no boy summer, but.. today I think I'm inlove. How corny. With Steven? No, sadface. I so wish! I'm totally "Feelin' it on Friday" though. Feeling EVERYTHING. Just one of those days when you look around and everything is great. Your tan glows, your friends laugh, the sun shines, and you smile when you look at anything. There could proabably be a pile of dead babies on the ground and I'd smile. Actually, no matter what kind of mood I"m in a pile of dead babies could make me smile. My all time favorite dead baby joke: What's the difference between a pile of dead babies and a trampoline? I take my shoes off to jump on the trampoline. I sound like a crazy now, but pu-lease. Who doesn't love dead baby jokes?! I really would never wanna see a pile of dead babies though. Mood-killer.

Back to how life is so beautiful. It excites me so much that I race to write the words and later when I go to type this I won't be able to read my hand writing because it's chicken scratch excitement scramble. (This is a true statement, because I just had to reread my hand written copy multiple times.) I'm writing to the beat of the music. And now typing to the beat of the music. That's love, if I've ever known it. The only ugly thing about today is that this is life. You know what that means? This beautifulness will only last so long. Actually, it'll last forever. But, soon I won't be able to see it. Because you can't watch the sunshine forever, even though it never stops shining. You've gotta sleep sometimes.

Some people are just turds. I don't know how else to put it. They don't see the brightside of life while floating in the toilet bowl. Instead they choose to sink. Those are the people that also don't like happy people. I bet you're think of an old person right now.. Stop it. Don't hate on the elderly. I love my Nana very much. Those people though. Jeesh, can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em. Who would I have to bitch about without them? Anyways, they try to claim that it's all just an act. That there's no way anyone can be that happy. Take my word, I know all about this and so do you. Helllllo, we're all humans. I'm like that sometimes. You are too. Wanna hear something embarassing? When I get like that I make these little dorky lists of things to be happy about. The drafts on my phone are full of them so is this notebook.

Right now I'm just anxious for the rest of my life. So many places to go, so many experiences ahead, so many people to meet, so many lives to change, so many dreams to chase. Just one of those days. AH. I hope you had one too! If not, well, sucks to suck. Be happy the work week is over. Although, I don't reckon that's a concern of mine because like I've told you, my life is beautiful. And in the beautiful world you don't have to work.

Say chill and happy, xoxo.